Numb

I'm tired of being what you want me to be, feeling so faithless, lost under the surface.
I don't know what you're expecting of me, put under the pressure of walking in your shoes...
[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is another mistake to you...
[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]

Refrain :
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more aware.
By becoming this all I want to do,
Is be more like me and be less like you.

Can't you see that you're smothering me? Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control.
Cause everything that you thought I would be has fallen apart right in front of you...
[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow...]
Every step that I take is another mistake to you...
[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow...]
And every second I waste is more than I can take!

Refrain:
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more aware.
By becoming this all I want to do,
Is be more like me and be less like you.

And I know I may end up feeling, too.
But I know you were just like me when someone disappointed in you...

Refrain:
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more aware.
By becoming this all I want to do,
Is be more like me and be less like you.
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
[Tired of being what you want me to be...]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
[Tired of being what you want me to be...]



"In The End"

(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

A place for my head

I watch how the
moon sits in the sky / in the dark night
shining with the light from the sun
The sun doesn´t give life to the moon assuming
The moon´s gonna owe it one
It makes me think of how you act to me / You do
favorsand then rapidly / You just
turn around and start asking me / about
things that you want back from me
I´m

Chorus2:
sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
sick of you acting like I owe you this
find another place / to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest

Chorus:
I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don´t understand
-You´ll see it´s not meant to be-
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

Maybe someday I´ll be just like you / and
step on people like you do and
run away the people I thought I knew
I remember back then who you were
You used to be calm / used to be strong
used to be generous / but you should´ve known
that you´d
wear out your welcome / now you see
how quiet it is / All alone / I´m so

Chorus 2 2x

Chorus 1x

You try to take the best of me
Go away (8x)

Chorus 1x

Chorus2 2x

One Step Colser

I can not take this anymore
I’m saying everything I’ve said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you’ll say
But you’ll find that out anyway
Just like before…

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I’m about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I’m one step closer to the edge
And I’m about to break

I find the answers aren’t so clear
Wish I could find go a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you’ll say
But you’ll find that out anyway
Just like before…

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I’m about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I’m one step closer to the edge
And I’m about to break

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I’m about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I’m one step closer to the edge
And I’m about to break

Shut up when I’m talking to you
Shut up
Shut up
Shut up
Shut up when I’m talking to you
Shut up
Shut up
Shut up
Shut up
I’m about to break

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I’m about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I’m one step closer to the edge
And I’m about to break

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I’m about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I’m one step closer to the edge
And I’m about to break


with you

I woke up in a dream today
To the cold of the static / and put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering I’m pretending to be where I’m not anymore
A little taste of hypocrisy
and I’m left in the wake of the mistake / slow to react
Even though you’re so close to me
You’re still so distant / and I can’t bring you back

It’s true / the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories even if you’re not with me
I’m with you

You / Now I see / keeping everything inside
You / Now I see / even when I close my eyes

I hit you and you hit me back
We fall to the floor / the rest of the day stands still
Fine line between this and that
When thing go wrong I pretend the past isn’t real
Now I’m trapped in this memory
And I’m left in the wake of this mistake / slow to react
Even though you’re close to me
You’re still so distant / and I can’t bring you back

It’s true / the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories even if you’re not with me
I’m with you

You / Now I see / keeping everything inside
You / Now I see / even when I close my eyes

You / Now I see / keeping everything inside
You / Now I see / even when I close my eyes

No
No matter how far we’ve come
I can’t wait to see tomorrow
No matter how far we’ve come
I can’t wait to see tomorrow
With you

You / Now I see / keeping everything inside


You / Now I see / even when I close my eyes

You / Now I see / keeping everything inside
You / Now I see / even when I close my eyes

Breaking the Habit

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

[Breaking The Habit lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one that falls
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight